SHOULD or NOT??

Assalammualaikum and Good Evening all!

It’s Tempting Tuesday already. Yeaayyy. Semacam happy je kan I ni arinie? Well, NOTHING pun. Just as usual my life berjalan mcm biase.Actually my fiancée bagi 1 opinion kat I, if I really want to move back KL, I kena try called my previous company yg I pernah keje for about 3 and half years.

Because before I quit my job dlu, my boss dan accountant I penah offer kat I, if I really can’t handle or take it anymore stress kat penang ni, they ask me to work again with them. HAPPY! But, campur malu pun ade. Yelah, kan I berhenti dulu because of I want to helping my dad handle company. Then, tup..tup.. after few month katsini, I ade problem ngan partner my dad, dan I decided utk berhenti keje since last month. So, starting September I dah keje sbg HR Assistant kat company Telco. Dan, tetibe I rase mcm miss so badly kat KL tu.

At the same time, I rase mcm nk terima offer job kat area PJ tu. Mcm best je. Well, I malas dan berat ati lak nk g interview bagai. Then, nk sesuaikan diri lagi. Klau pening-pening dan malas, I choose my previous back company. Yg I keje 3 tahun tu. Better kot. Coz, keje pun I dah tahu, dan pasnie if I keje situ, I will do in door sales. Meaning, calling all customer dan hantar quotation price about latest thingy dan so on. So, mcm I dah pernah buat sebelum ni dan basically, my salary pun increase more than before I quit dulu. Amacam??? What your opinion about this??

Any idea for me to choose my career? I pun bukan suke keje lompat sane sini, but I fikirkan my mom yg sorang-sorang dan now dia ade diabetes, so I’m worried so much about her. I think bile I keje kat kl, I can balik tiap minggu tido umah my parents and temankan my mom. I miss her badly.

I miss her cooking, I miss her accompany and hang out with her! Actually everyday I’m thinking about her more lately after I tahu dia kena penyakit kencing manis since August this year. I really concern about her so much.

I want spent more time with her. And at the same time I tak mo LOST my mr lovelies fiancée. Maksud I, if I pindah KL dia pun WAJIB pindah sekali.

Bukan pe, I dah letih nk hadap dugaan macam-macam lagi dan kalau boleh, I nk spent time ngan dia dan jugak my mom. Really need it. I stress keje kat penang ni sebelum ni. THAT why I mcm rindu nk keje kat KL. U know, I kan anak jati KL.

Apapun, my heart and my mind masih lagi tertinggal di KL kot?? Hehehehehhe. Uols leh salahkan I cos I kan anak tunggal. Of course I miss my mom n my grandmom badly. Lain je rase tau. Ntah nape.

Dah la, I pun malas nk membebel byk, nk sambung wat keje. Dan dalam mase same, perut I meragam je ni. Hissshhhh… Please HELP ME!!!!

Thanks a lot cos drop by and read my blog.

Take care always. I will update later ye honeyS.

Till then,

Love n jugs,

Neeza

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